It has been a longggg time since I have written. Much has changed and even though I do not like it I must learn to live with it. See Daddy decided that he did not want me any more so he left me to go be with another sub….well Karma said no you don’t and she was not even with him 24 hours. I loved and still do love Daddy….I think I always will but the hurt that he put me through…..the lies, the games and the coldness that he was giving me was beyond anything I have ever experienced. Our time, I would say the first year and a half was amazing, then IMVU and RLC Role play internet games, became more important then me, His babygirl. See that was where he met “the others”.
I found out that he had planned on moving out and getting married to one sub. from IMVU. He got caught in his own lie. See no one knew that I was his sub…..yes I was on the games also….so “Wolfen” for a lack of a better name, mentioned that Daddy….yes I called him daddy in the rp game….was going to move to New Mexico to get married to her….You can sort of guess how I reacted….after that conversation Daddy left for a ride cause he did not want to talk about it. This had been going on for sometime but I did not know how long….but she left him and so did the sub he left me for. I guess he is getting what he deserves. He said that he did not want to be in the BDSM lifestyle anymore and that is why he left me, he told my daughter-in-law that that is the reason he was leaving me, but then he goes to a sub that he collared and owned from 2012. When I had my foot surgery in Dec….yes I did have my tendons moved around so my foot would not go flat, that he had taken on 2 more sub while I was layed up and not able to go into our bedroom.
I learned a lot about what went on after he moved out…you see he was using my computer as his did not work, when he moved some of his things out I just shut the computer of by the power switch….so everything he had open at that point stayed open….well I tell you it was pretty hurtful and interesting. Even though we had been together for over 2 years I still did not know who he was until all the hurt and pain had been done. I knew him for about 2 and half- 3 years before we moved in together so it was nit just a rushed thing.
Even though it still hurts and I look at all the pictures and the Hello Kitty things he got me I try and remember the good times we had. This is like a death to me….and it hurt just like that. I was not the only one who got hurt so did my granddaughter…she considered him her grandpa….I heart broke even more for her.
Now I am trying to put the pieces back together and try again to find my Daddy….
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