Want to know the definition of humiliation? Clean someone else’s bathroom. Oh, I don’t mean during a scene, where there’s a defined ending time, or occasionally, when you go over to a dom/me’s house for something. I mean day after day. Week after week. Month after month. Year after year.
That’s what I do. I don’t mind cleaning the kitchen. I use it more than most, being the one that does most of the cooking. I don’t mind doing laundry, because it takes a long time and really is best done by the person who stays home. I don’t mind cooking, because I love to cook, try new recipes, savor old favorites. I don’t even mind tidying the living room, although there’s hardly ever anything of mine there.
It’s the bathroom. Where someone else menstruates. Where someone else pisses. Not Master, either, although he does use that bathroom (we have two). I resent having to clean up her bathroom. To me, it is one of the most demeaning tasks… and not at all in the fun way.
There’s no joy in it, no fulfillment. It’s not a form of playtime. Even when I tried to make it into a playtime, that this was my service to him… yeah, that didn’t work. I know damn well. He notices the kitchen… he notices the food, the clean clothes, even the vacuuming. No one ever notices the bathroom.
It used to be when she came home, I’d recite off what I’d done that day, so she could know I’d gotten enough done. Recently, I decided to stop doing that. If I haven’t done something I should have, she can talk to Master, and he will deal with it, and I will take that correction as best I can… and that’s right. But I am not beholden to her.
And yet… every day I have to bite it back. It’s so ingrained into me that I need to tell her what got done. Not telling her means I don’t hear thanks. Not telling her means I risk her thinking I did nothing… though Master’s having none of that crap anymore, at least.
I don’t know… some days are harder than others. Wednesdays are bathroom days… they always suck. Today, for some reason, sucked more than others. I want an escape. I don’t want to live with her anymore. But even more than that, I don’t want to give up my Master.
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