In order to survive

I’ve touched you. I’ve tasted you. I’ve owned you. The passion, it can’t be faked. The energy, it can’t be made up. It is something as real as the wind blowing in my face. I know that I am the Dominant. I know that I am supposed to be strong, unwavering, confident in all that I do. But I’m not. I’ve been told that ignorance is bliss, and perhaps on some levels that may be true… but reality has taken a different turn. Pandora’s Box has now been opened.

While the truth may hurt, the future is unknown and scary, I wouldn’t change opening the box. I stand strong because it’s all that I know how to do. I fight because I have no other option. I put one foot in front of the other, every day, in hopes that the peace and calm will return to me. I do this in order to survive. I still hurt, my pulse still races in fear, I still wonder, but I must survive. I’m sure that we could live our lives apart and away from each other, and we could survive.

The question becomes why would we? Why just survive if we could thrive? Why settle for 90% if 100% is attainable? Until then, I must do whatever it takes, in order to survive. Being an Alpha doesn’t exempt me from pain and fear. It doesn’t mean that I will always have the answers. It doesn’t mean I will always make the right choice. But what I can promise is guidance to the best of my knowledge, support with every fiber of my being, and to always try to do what’s best for you, even if it means I lose in the end.

I can promise you a rock and safe place, even if you swear you are fine on your on. I can promise you acceptance, for exactly who you are, and where you are, and that you don’t have to walk alone. I won’t be forceful. I won’t demand. I need to know that you want it. I need to know that you want it just as bad as I do. My soul needs to hear the words softly roll off your soft and sensual tongue. Until then: I will do, whatever I have to do, in order to survive.


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