Don’t I wish things were different from the start?
I was afraid to be more. To let us explore.
Our lives different, but all the same.
Took nearly a year, but our friendship evolved without fear.
Don’t I miss the things as we grow farther apart:
You were safe, but dangerous. You came like a summer rain. Hard, sudden, wet and over and over without a break.
I miss your smile when you would get your wish of my cum filling your wonton pussy.
The way I would squeeze your breasts, intesifying yet another orgasm.
Days became weeks. Weeks became twice a month. Twice a month became every two months. I have seen you once this year, I miss the way your words, your orgasms, your pleasures filled my ear.
We will fuck again and when I fill you with cum making your day, is it truly enough when I can’t have you near enough. I want to further explore, like when you begged for me to pound your back door. Maybe a friend, maybe some ropes, maybe a flog, maybe some restraints, maybe another time, maybe another date. I miss the time when you’d Grace me with that flower that I love to finger, fuck and taste.
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