Around May/June of last year, I was listening to an abdl podcast that triggered me to check out this one site (not here). Low and behold, I met somebody on there instantly. There was a huge connection. We had much in common, especially an activity that is not very well known that we both participate with in our vanilla lives. It was truly a “small world” situation.
Said girl and I talked almost on a daily basis, often in dd/lg role play. It seemed like things were getting serious. I helped introduce her to things that she had never seen (such as FL, but her account is now deactivated, and I am rarely on here myself). It was surreal to think about how lucky I was to finally have somebody that I could really talk to about everything in my life, including kink related stuff.
Lately, I had some suspicions about something that was going on, but was assured on several occasions by her that I have nothing to worry about and that she was not attracted to this one guy. It wasn’t until I checked FL and other sites to find out that she was listed as the babygirl of another Daddy. She claimed that it was nothing big, but I unfortunately I found out that this was not the case either. I guess she didn’t want to hurt my feelings, which completely backfired as it definitely broke my heart because of the way I found out.
I have been trying to cope for the past week about what happened. Constantly asking myself if “nice guys always finish last?”I practically had somebody that I cared about so much yanked from under my own eyes, let alone from a guy that already has littles and lives just as far as I do. I feel better now, but as many of you know out there, it definitely can take a while to truly get over something.
As much as this situation sucks, I am not going to let it define me. Are we now at a point in society where people don’t want to tell the truth to not hurt persons feelings? Am I out of luck? I am not sure, as the connection between kink and real life similarities was about as good as I could imagine. However, I can only hope that I can make a special little girl, or even a switch, happy someday.
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