I don’t miss you anymore

I lay snuggled up in bed.
My Daddy had just pulled my hair and choked me until I squeaked and then said goodbye the way he always does,
And as I cozied back in and laid there contemplating,
I realized…..
I hadn’t thought about you in a long while.
I didn’t wonder how you were
Or where you were
Or if you were happy.
I didn’t feel sad that you weren’t around to talk to.
Six months.
A very, very long six months.
And it’s finally over.
I no longer feel your absence.
I no longer care what happens with you or to you.
You’ve have joined the neutrals.
The ones that I have zero feelings for either way.
Live, die, get hit by a bus, live happily ever after…
I just don’t care.
There is nothing left.
And with that brings the solace I needed.
No more will it hurt me at your total and complete rudeness at ignoring my presence when I know you’re watching and aware of me.
No more will I feel sorry for the way you choose to live or anything you’ve been through.
No longer will I be hurt that you threw away all the things I gave and the ways I invested to help you find yourself.
Instead there is only acceptance.
And relief.
Proof that time heals all things.

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